Fuck my life.

HAIHH . TELL ME ! TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO ? i'm so fucking useless . dear god , whyy ? why am i like this ? what happened ? my feeling sucks . and i dont like this feeling . i dont wanna offline now . if i did offline i dont know what should i do . maybe writing my feelings at my books ? sighh . i dont wanna feel useless , i dont wanna see the one i love emo and i cant do anything . what if he is in pain now ? and i cant do anything . sighh . i dont like this you see . dont tell me you're alright when you actually dont . you will just makes me worried . i didnt receive your text message yet . haihhh . fuck my lifee. i hate myself . OFF ! better off to find my books and write out some craps  . EMOOOOOO </3
Life is full of difficulities , which it helps someone to grew more matured . and understand more about things that has been happened in a sudden , no one know's when its the right time for everything and when it will goes bad , some believe's in fate , and some do not . different people's , different's attidute , different thinking , its like , you had your's and i had mine . you go your way and i go my way . couples both male and female both have different kind of attidute . it should be they share everything they had been through together and not by keeping everything to ourself . cause it will only caused lots more problem . no one is perfect . no one could handled everything by themself . we're strong for once or twice . but we never are always strong . you loved someone cause they're special and who you are when you're with them . its not that you loved someone because they're beautiful . even you told me im pretty . but still i dont felt secure . that's true. and im never okay being alone . but i always kept myself accompanied when im alone . cause i dont like the feel being alone . i dont wanna felt left out . i did sometimes think . what am i to you ? would we get to be together forever ? i know its impossible cause im not good , im selfish . and i cant comfort you and everyone . maybe in future . im alone . walking alone in the dark without anyone . Fuck my life yeah . (':