EMO DAY

HEY BLOG . you're the only place where i can tell out everything i feels now . haihh . afternoon , when i woke up . he told me he was moody . and i asked why . he say his mother dont let him go for the society cause said he didnt attend tt . he said he changed to tuesday . but his mom still dont let him to . he dont wanna being left out by his society friends and activites . and on the other side . that means me . i dont even know how to comfort him . and i just said . Friends if he is good , you dont have to work hard . they will communicate wif you if they're good enough . they would talk to you like how he talked to his friends . and you told me i dont know how to comfort you . yes . i really dont know how . im getting worst in everything . i dont even know how to comfort people now . and i can be suddenly emo . i dont understand whyy . i felt much pain in me now . i feel like crying myself out . i dont want you to worried about me. so lets not talk about it . you said about karma and curse . sighhh . i really dont know how . im getting myself forward . thinking what to said to comfort you . i really hate being myself . cause in the very moment . that you actually needed someone to comfort you . and i cant do it . instead , you told me you just nid a diary for 5minutes and not comfort. sighhh . what the hell is happening right now god ? can you give me back the old me ? i dont wanna emo suddenly anymore. i dont wanna be the idiotic person that dont know how to comfort someone . im afraid i would be left out by you someday . im really afraid . Cry myself outt . i need my friends to be there for meee . broo janweng and sister elaine and issac. thankiew for being there for me when i needed someone . but i still not feeling good . pleaseee drag me away .and give me back the old me god . )':